Freaking out because my grandma and grandpa gave me over $1000 for a graduation present.
But my mom of course always has to be a Debbie Downer and spoil my moment and she says “yeah now think of all the times you don’t want to go over to their house.”
I’m like… -___-
Everytime she wants to go she picks a day when I have to work and they live like, almost an hour away. And she wants to go like barely 2 hours before I have to go in…
Plus she talks about how all I do is waste all of my money.
Um I have over $3000 in the bank and I haven’t put any graduation money in at all yet…
I dont know anyone my age that has saved money like I do unless they’re like snobby and spoiled and have rich parents.
Even then they don’t save it, they just blow it on everything..
I won’t like her get me down.
I know what I’m spending my money on and that’s all that matters.
All chances of me getting my best friend back have just completely… died.
This fucking girl.
She has known her for… Maybe a couple of months.
And they’re best friends now.
Whatever the fuck that is.
We have been best friends since fucking 6th grade.
Now this stupid ass girl she works with wants to come in and just.. ughhh!
Well long story short.
Before this girl.. okay.
My best friend, Sahida, she didn’t really have sex. She had NEVER done drugs, she didn’t really drink too much, she was a good student, worked almost 50 hours a week on top of that, etc, etc, etc.
In the last few months…
She is almost ALWAYS high, half the time she drunk too, she’s had sex with 3 different guys, shes high at work too, sleeping with coworkers or random guys she doesn’t know, she hardly goes home, she practically lived at this other girls house, I don’t even know how she managed to pass her classes this year, and I’ve hardly seen her because she’s always with this stupid fucking girl.
And this girl…
Ugh just thinking about her makes me mad.
This girl first of all she lived with her boyfriend because her mom dumped her on her grandma, and het grandma kicked her out too because she couldn’t handle her. She might as well have dropped out because when she DID go to school she was failing everything, she completely just stopped going to school in February/March because she ‘didn’t feel like it anymore’. And she only works like… Idk 15/20 hours a week… And she’s always high at work.
She doesn’t have a car neither does her bf or her bfs roommate so they’re always making sahida take them everywhere. AND pay for everything because the girl and her bf never have money either.
Okay. All they do is sit around and smoke weed. When they aren’t smoking weed, they’re thinking about smoking weed.
Like I’m serious they do nothing with their lives.
Now I’m not saying smoking is bad…
But when that is the ONLY thing you do…
Back to the whole reason I’m mad all of the sudden.
They are already literally ALWAYS together. But I was starting to finally see her again sometimes, sometimes, nowhere near as close as much as we used to be together.
So I guess her mom love the girl, Idfk.
Well sahidas mom like tried her best to help the girl get back into school and everything after she hasn’t gone for over 2 months. And her mom is like.. one of those really strong black women. Like madea, if she was a woman, okay. I’m talking crazy, AND SHE’S A COP.
Well this stupid ass girl after ONE day of going to school, stopped going, again. And lied about it for a week…
I’m just like.. -________-
And I’m off track ranting again..
This girl now LIVES with sahida.
She LIVES with her, and her mom, and her stepdad.
So now. When I wanted to talk to my friend about something important.. I said hey you know I have a couple days off, perfect. Maybe we can hang out.
You know why.
Because the girl will be at her house so she can’t leave and we can hang out til she goes to work from 5-10.
So now I have a time limit on when I can see my best friend.
I literally cannot express how fucking angry I am.
I need to sleep.
But now I cant.
Maybe I just won’t sleep.
Best friend: hey did you know tomorrow is 420? I didn’t know.
Me: yeah I’m so exciteddd.
Best friend: Me too! Me and Kaitlind(lesbian friend) and Bri(annoying bitch my best friend & Kaitlind have been with 24/7 lately), and then a whole bunch of people from work are all going to the movies.
Best friend: I think were gonna go see the new Kevin Hart movie
…. Thanks for inviting me. You know its no big deal that you’ve cancelled plans with me at least 10 times this month to go hang out with Bri and Kaitlind and smoke weed and drink cause its just sooooo fun even though you always told me how you would never smoke weed but then you go do it with a girl you’ve known for like 2 months. That’s cool. Oh and you talk about moving in with her and her boyfriend even though me and you have been planning on living together since like 6th grade. That’s cool. Oh and you tell me how you thought I was mad at you and that’s why we haven’t hung out… And you say we need to hang out more but then always cancel plans… That’s cool. That’s fucking awesome. You make me love the human race even more than I already did.