sooo at work we have all these face masks and they all went on clearance for like 50 cents or something so I bought some. And anyways. I used the chocolate one today and I was on tumblr and playing this Simpson’s game and forgot I had it on and when I looked in the mirror it was all fucking cracked and shit and I look so fucking ridiculous. Omfg. Hahaaa I wish I had better lighting in my room rn. I look like a snake or an alligator. Or some kind of reptile.
my older sister is literally so perfect and beautiful and shes just the most beautiful person over ever known. Like her skin and hair is so flawless. And she has perfect teeth. And eyes and eyelashes. And like her body type, height, everything. And she dresses cute always and is always cute no matter what she’s wearing and like she is really smart and nice and went to college and is a nurse now. And she’s just really cool and everyone loves her nd like uuuggghhhhh. Why didnt I get those genes.. :((( uuuuuggghhh
I’m super bummed because I work 9-5 today and Kayla has to leave for work at about 5 and I didn’t really even get to cuddle in bed and be lazy this morning and thats so stupid and I won’t get to see her til next Wednesday and I’m just sad and poopy now. :(
Also I am really craving a cheeseburger or chickn nuggets right now and idek why
Also also this coffee tastes like poopy butts and just everything is poopy butts and I’m sad.
Removing someone from your life who’s poisonous to your soul is something to beautiful and so uplifting but its also a battle. It’s like trying to quit a drug. When you know they aren’t good for you but at the same time they’ve been there for so long. How do you completely remove such a big part of your life like that? I guess when you realize what they’re really doing to your spirit, you’ll do what’s best. You quit going back to them. You quit trying to text them. You quit checking up on their facebook. You quit wondering what you’re going to say to them the next time they try and talk to you.
You quit them all together.
I have yet to achieve that but I’m working towards it one day at a time.
I really fucking hate everyone on this planet. Like… Yep. Everyone. Besides Kayla and two other people who are great that I love so much and miss and I can’t wait to see all of them.
Anyways. I fucking hate everyone.
Like. Why the fuck do I have to work with so many dumb ass bitches. Like. I don’t care if its not the best job in the world, its a fucking job okay. Some people WISH they at least had a job and all the stupid bitches I work with take it for granted. Like you calling off or not working your scheduled times or up and quitting out of nowhere without finding a replacement for yourself or being fucking stupid and not doing shit while you’re there, yeah that fucking affects everyone in the store. Not just our side, because you know what some nights I don’t really feel like picking up your slack since you’re a lazy ass and then people from other departments or checkouts or service desk or even managers have to help you, do YOUR WORK.
Not to mention I work with my older sister and her and our manager are like butt buddies idk wtf they do. But she only works like 3 days a week, 4 if they really need her and theirs no one else who can. But hardly. Then theirs me, 19, doesn’t even have a car, I get one day off a week and even then they try and make me work that day. Then next week I have Wednesday and Thursday off and I was excited because me and Kayla both have Wednesday’s off every week and next week we both have Thursday because my sister told me I had it off like 2 weeks ago and said I should let Kayla know so she could request it off and we could fill out apps for apartments. Because pretty much every place is closed on Wednesdays but open on Thursday. And so I did and we both have it off. So she texts me this morning saying I work 10-8 on June 6(the Tuesday we both have off) and I was like.. is that the Tuesday me and Kayla both had off that she requested off so we could look at apartments.?? And she was like yeah. And I was like…. -_——-
Okay that’s cool ill just tell her to go by herself or I guess we can request another day off or something I’m sure someone else is calling off or quitting or going on a vacation or something.. its cool. Then she responds back with this sassy ass text about how no she changed it and she’ll work for them LIKE SHE ALWAYS DOES(in caps to) I’m like…
I went from having like 25 hours to 40 hours exactly(because we can’t work overtime..) because I had to cover for people calling off and stupid shit like that and how many days did you work… Oh yeah. 3.. okay so bitch. No. Sit the fuck down. Because I’m the one who always gets called when someone calls off, I’m the one who had to fucking pick up most if the hours because two people went on vacation at the same time, I’m the one who only gets one day off a week so bitch no. You dont get to cop an attitude with me. I work here because I have no other option right now and even though I hate it, its a fucking job. You’re the one with a fucking nursing degree working at Kmart. You work here by CHOICE. So if you have a problem with working more than 4 days a week then you can fucking quit to and ill pick up all your goddamned hours to.