Okay today has been a good day/will continue to be a good day.
Kayla came over Saturday night and yesterday we went to Indy for the day then she left when we both had to go to work.
Then at work we started closing at 10 again yesterday (we were closing at 7/8 from January-March for ‘winter hours’)
And even though were here til 10 idk it’ll be good. They’ve been playing good music randomly today like when I walked in they were playing Big Sean then B.O.B & Bruno Mars plus like Frou Frou, Colbie Callet or however her name is spelled and Brittney Spears and Kelly Clarkson and Jennifer Lopez and Phillip Phillips. Just its good for my soul rn.

okaaaayyy so. im starting my day off good. first i woke up early, came home and relaxed for a second since everyone is fiiiinnnaaaalllly back in school thank the lord i couldn’t deal with these people on christmas break. anyways, then started dancing around the house singing to beyonce like i was beyonce or something idk i lost my damn mind or something
THEN i remembered that my brother finally gave us our wiifit back after having it for like… 3 years. -_-
so i was like hmm. why not. and last time i did it was like.. sophomore year of high school or something maybe sooner idfk but back then my weight was always like right around 220 so im like oh shit im bout to weight like 250 or something because i just idk thats what i felt like but no. i was pleasantly surprised to see that i weigh almost 20lbs less so okay that was cool.

anyways then i made some breakfast and coffee and now i am going to relax until i have to go to work.

also, im kind of made because for some reason my phone is like permanently on silent i turned it up all the way and it still just lights up but is silent when i get a text.  idfk oh well. i need to figure out how to order a new one.
also also, kind of also mad because i keep seeing cute things i want to reblog but i cant because kayla follows me and that would be like 844% awkward. 

so. ive decided, officially that if something doesn’t happen between me and the cute security guard soon, then im going to have to quit my job.
because hes so perfect and adorable and cute and perfect and i just wont be able to do it.
if he’s just been playing around this whole time, im going to be realllly disappointed.
but idk. i think i might have set up a date on accident.
like somehow we got on the subject of dinner.
and im like “oh so are we going to go out to dinner?” and he was like “casual sex?” and im like “sure if food is involved.” and he was like “ehhh, i dont really care about the food” then me “well as long as theres food we can do whatever you wantt”
and i know the sex part isnt the only thing he cares about so dont get me started on that. anyways.
so i dont know if i set up some sort of date or what.
&& then later on they moved me from the sales floor onto check outs so i was happy to be on check outs, because it makes work go by so much faster. but i was sad that i wouldnt get to see him for the last 2 hours.
but then at the end of the night i clocked out and i had to wait for my sister to be done too and so me and him just sat there and waited and talked for like 45 minutes.

omg it was so perfect.
whenever hes there i just want to stay at work, all day.
and then we have all of our valentines day stuff in, i mean we’ve had it for like a month.
but there are these really huge stuffed dogs and theres this pink and red one and every night while im sitting there forever waiting to leave i just hold it, idk why. but i do.
and everyone is always like why dont you just buy that already?
& im like.. uh no. i refuse. someone else has to buy it or else thats like.. depressing.
so hes always saying how he bought it for me for valentines day, which i doubt, but still. ><

then the cutest thing happened today too.

while we were standing there talking for 45 minutes. somehow we started talking about his high school or something.
and he was like “yeah i graduated in 2000” and i was like.. “oh, i was in first grade in 2000.”
then we both just started laughing and he was like well that would have been really awkward.
and i was like “no.. i was way cuter when i was little”
and he’s all like “is that even possible?”
and im just like “wait, huh?”
and hes all like “oh well i think your extremely cute now”
and im just like jsigfnijengiernginrgiojtnrgijtrn *blush awkward seconds where i dont know what to say*
then i ruin it and im like “really?”
&& hes like “yeah, dont you think so?”
and i just shook my head, and he was like “well you are. and wait.. why would you want to be an escort or work at hooters if you dont think youre cute (we joke about that a lot)” and im just like “idk.. i wasnt serious about that, id probably be too nervous. why would you come visit me?”
and hes like “nah, id probably think a little less of you actually.. youre better then that”
and im just like “oh.. kbentogkeriogjnmetgr”
then my mom walks up to the front of the store and were both just like ” ._.”
but then we eventually continue talking until everyone else comes up to the front.
but yeah.
so… omg that was like a novel.
LMAO.
sorry.
i know no one probably wants this cluttering their dash, but still.
ill just reread this a few times and smile whenever im having a bad day. c:

im just so… qldjrwioqwoeiebfwnhbgnfgf.
i dont know.. i think i might be.. in love. ><

i didnt die in my sleep. kind of happy i guess.
last night was just terrible in general.

tonight was actually a better day.
much better.
it started out by waking up and being able to help save my best friend from losing his house.
next i went to work for 8 hours but it actually wasnt as bad as i thought it’d be.
everyone there today i liked, and the cute security guard was there. so that made it even better.
and i think he might get me a valentines day present, fingers crossed.
then me and two really good friends spent the rest of the night together and i got dressed up all cute and it was just a nice time in general because one of them i have really gotten to hang out with for like, a year.
anyways.
i just wanted to let everyone who cares know that im okay, im happy, and  enjoying a super sized fountain pop. c: