i feel like im always over thinking everything.
this is why i cant get too close to many people.
i always think they have some secret evil motive behind everything they do or say.
getting close to new people always makes me want to become a hermit.
it just scares me.
that’s why i have the same set of friends that i’ve had since the 6th/7th grade.
and losing them scares me,
because that means i’ll either be alone forever or i will be forced to try and make new friends.
all i want in life is a nice, small, artsy apartment that’s a couple stories up in any random city-area.
ill hide away in my little safe house all day and night painting and reading and blogging and not having to worry about how i look or how i say certain things.